May 2013
27 posts
My jumbled thoughts are jumbled. But a good...
I’m nothing more than a web of my own self-made tragedies. I’ve been sad for a very long time. The bad days have come to be expected. And you have loved me through it all. If there is one thing I’ve taken from this, it’s knowing that no matter what the circumstances are, you’ll be here. In the last few years of my life, I’ve figured out who genuinely cares for...
“I hated high school. I don’t trust anybody who looks back on the years from 14...”
– Stephen King (via allegorys)
thuyvn:
I know I’m difficult and I still don’t know how to even deal with myself.
arthurjames:
Its so odd
how we can find ourselves
to hate the very being
of
someone we used to
find interest in
“I could start fires with what I feel for you.”
– Fires, David Ramirez (via ckgarden)
“I am always sad, I think. Perhaps this signifies that I am not sad at all,...”
– Jonathan Safran Foer (via durianquotes)
arthurjames:
No one stays forever.
1 tag
Days are getting more and more difficult. I’m simply waiting them out. My saving grace is knowing that these days will come to an end eventually. I only hope I can endure the duration….
nicballecer:
What you do bothers me,
But what you don’t do is what bothers me more.
All I can say is that
I tried.
Don’t even know if I have anymore tries left in me but I still have hope.
Maybe.
“They were involved in that awkward procedure of getting to unknow each other.”
– John Irving (via kiddings)
“I thought, “If I’m not enjoying my life all the time, then what’s the point? I...”
– Grimes (via wakeupboo)
“Don’t give up. Keep going. There is always a chance that you stumble onto...”
– Ann Landers (via onlinecounsellingcollege)
April 2013
17 posts
2 tags
“When my absence doesn’t alter your life, then my presence has no meaning in it.”
– Unknown (via stay-ocean-minded)
It’s just one of the those nights. I’m not sure why, but I found myself laying here wallowing in self pity. I’m not entirely miserable, I’m just not satisfied with my life. I want better for myself. I feel bipolar. Some days I’m feel overwhelmingly blessed, and some nights I feel so… Well, ordinary. I want to be special, important. I deserve to feel that way, right? I want to feel cherished. But...
“You didn’t love her. You just didn’t want to be alone. Or maybe, maybe she was...”
– Callie Torres, ‘The Heart of the Matter’ (via fawun)
“You either like me or you don’t. It took me twenty-something years to learn how...”
– Daniel Franzese (via heylauren)
I have this bad habit of blaming every failed relationship (romantic as well as platonic) solely on myself. I tend to think that people leave because I am not worthy of love. I convince myself it was because I’m not smart enough, I’m not kind enough, I’m not fun enough, I’m not attractive enough… the list goes on. That is simply not that case. I’m at the place...
I spend far too much time worrying about things of no importance. I shouldn’t fret. He shows me where I stand, everyday through his countless selfless actions and comforting words. “You have no reason to worry. You’re my number one. Oh wait, number three, since there’s my mom and my sister. Actually, number two. Only second to my mom. Is that okay?” Thank you for...
March 2013
46 posts
I’ve been so focused on how excited I am to move, I forgot how much I’m going to miss everything I’m leaving behind. I really hope my reasons for leaving, outweigh any reasons for wanting to stay. I’m just glad the one thing in the bay I can’t tolerate missing is coming with me..
